I am aware that i make it seem so easy to look at people walking out of my life. Frankly speaking, i am really scared of the time ahead. My biggest fear is losing all the people i have right now, thank you so much for staying. To those who walked away, you left me along with great memories.

However, i am puzzled. My brother usually calls me indecisive. I often get into dilemma, it sucks. I don't know what i want anymore. The only thing i have desired for so long is to have someone new in my life. Is that so hard for me to ask for?