I hate myself for eating something i have not eaten for 2 weeks. I consumed 2 small cupcakes and half of my baby brother's birthday cake. You have no clue how pissed am I right now. Now I feel like all of my work out sessions had gone to waste. Why can't I control my eating habits? why is it so hard to be skinny? why is it so hard to be everything i'm not? Why is it so hard to feel perfect..